So Nervous
Majdy said on June 6, 2003 07:24:
I know that maybe I shouldn’t wrote it down here... but I couldn’t help myself... today I keep looking at tye clock... now it’s 3 pm, that means that my boy friend has been in his flight from United States to Indoesia for around 10 hours! that means he’s in the air now... and in the next 18 hours we WILL meet! I should be happy I guess, because he’s travelling so many miles accross the ocean countries just to meet me... I’m so flattered... but I also feel like I’m going to cry...
he doesn’t care about the SARS warning, about anti american here, about money and everything... he doesn’t care about it all.... maybe that makes me wanna cry. I guess I will owe him the rest of my life. I hope that I’ll meet him tomorrow. But I just couldn’t stop worried... I don’t even know what to do. Today I try not to think about him while making myself busy... but it’s hard. I even woke up so early today, around 4 am and didn’t know what to do. I’m wondering, did he think about me on his flight? well, maybe he is :) or is he as nervous as I’m? you know, it’s funny today that I didn’t get his email (he only send me from his phone, so it’s short!) it IS funny, because everyday he always emailed, to find no email from in my mailbox it’s rare for me... But of course, he couldn’t do that. He was on his flight. I just hope that everything will be perfect... I want to see him so bad... I want to STOP all this worriness in me now... I still have more night where I WOULDN’T sleep at all! I hope I won’t get crazy, because I feel like I’m going to. I hope I didn’t bore you all with my story... I just NEED to share what’s on my mind, or I’ll get crazy... It is funny, because in my relationship before, I NEVER told anyone about them.when I was happy, or even sad, I just keep those. But now I feel like I want to spread it to all over the world...
But the point is I am SSSOOOOOO nervous and worried...
To you : I know that you can’t read this now, but please know that I love you and can’t wait to see you...
david77 said on June 6, 2003 09:47:
This is real love. Don’t worry. Everything’s going to be alright :)
Majdy said on June 6, 2003 10:59:
thank you so much, guys... :)
he’ll be in Taiwan in TWO hours!!! That means he will be in Asia soon!!!
Stormkeeper said on June 6, 2003 11:52:
another proof that there is no stronger thing in the world than love...
lucky you Majdy
love
wendy said on June 6, 2003 17:12:
Majdy,i’m so happy for you :)
It’ll turns out great,believe me ;)
If your love surive this,it’ll survive everything :)
xuxa said on June 6, 2003 17:34:
Majdy!! I really wish you THE BEST for you both!!!!
If you really love each other ( and i’m sure you do!!!) you don’t have to worry.... everything will be fine!!!!! :DDDD
Majdy said on June 7, 2003 01:51:
For all of you : thank you so much... it really help alot. thank you... thank you... I couldn’t sleep last night (again!) and now it’s only 11 hours now before I meet him... I feel like I’m in the room with no air now... I just couldn’t breathe and I couldn’t concentrate doing my job...
Thank you sfemist, david, stormkeeper, xuxa, kachina and... Wendy!
Wen, I know you KNOW how I feel right now, since you’ve been through this too....
Thank you all! *kiss*
Majdy said on June 7, 2003 02:04:
Few days before, he email me his favourite line of the song “Don’t Dream It’s Over”
Now I’m walking again,
to the beat of a drum,
And I’m counting the steps to the door of your heart,
Only shadows ahead,
barely clearing the roof
Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief.
Hey now, hey now...
don’t dream it’s over
hey now, hey now
when the world comes in -
They come, they come to build a wall between us:
don’t ever let them win...
nate said on June 7, 2003 02:50:
Majdy, I’m very happy for you. Long distance relationships are not always easy - I know from personal experience when I travelled overseas as a short- term missionary. I hope the 2 of you thoroughly enjoy your time together.
.....still lovin’ that song.....:)
powerpoplarry said on June 7, 2003 08:23:
Majdy, don’t worry, he will be there, things will be great. I know you are very nervous but that is normal. I know, I tried a relationship with a girl from Spain...you guys will be perfect.
Congrats and much love...
Majdy said on June 7, 2003 08:49:
thank u Nate, Ally and Larry *kiss* I’m still nervous!!! it’s only 4 hours!!! Every hour feels like a million years!!!
Santi said on June 7, 2003 10:33:
I guess I know more what he might be thinking than what you feel, since I did such a trip not so long ago :)
My trip took 23 hours too :D Ok, but it was cuz I wanted to travel by train (I have some problems with the plane).
I hope that you have so much fun together and you’re so busy that you won’t have time to come so often here! :D But hey, keep us up to date!! ;)
TinyBubbles said on June 9, 2003 14:43:
Wow. I mean WOW!!! Havn’t seen this thread before. WHAT HAPPENED WHAT HAPPENED WHAT HAPPENED???? I really need to know. Tell us please. Hey, i hope things worked out perfectly. It will give me hope...
zeeshan said on June 9, 2003 14:57:
yEAH pLEz MajDY nEeD soME hEaVy DosE oF hAppY nEwS...........
WENDY: LOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU RULE!
Z
wendy said on June 9, 2003 15:00:
WB guys ;)
Majdyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i’m soooooooooooo happy for you :)
Majdy said on June 10, 2003 06:51:
You’re right, I’m ssssssoooooo busy!!! I can’t believe this is happened!!! I can’t believe that he’s so handsome!!!!!! I’m ssssssoooooooo happy!!!!!!! Thank you, guys... thank you for everything... I feel like I’m the happiest girl in this forum....
I gotta go now... again we’re so busy :)
Aaso said on June 10, 2003 07:16:
Majdy, Im reading this so late. But I hope you 2 good luck and happiness :D
hey tell us the news ok? Did you guys (....) , Im sure you (.....) too ;) So I can bet now you are (....)ing and pleaseeeeee give us some time MAjdy lolzz
zeeshan said on June 10, 2003 07:29:
Aaso: DO you know the meaning of a word “Zoomani batain”?
LOLS!!!
vemroe said on June 10, 2003 07:41:
Heh Majdy yg pasti lagi merasa paling bahagia, gw ikut seneng juga buat elu... berapa lama doi di Indonesia? Kabar-kabari...
I remember you said ur bf is also a roxfan, well, does he join this forum? and if he does, what’s his nickname? So we may know...
Puleeeezzz...
xuxa said on June 10, 2003 08:54:
Majdy, I’m glad to know that everything is perfect now!!!! You must be very happy now and very busy too I’m sure ehehheeh
Enjoy it!!!! :DD
Hey, but don’t forget that we are waiting here for you to tell us ALL the details :P ;)
Santi said on June 10, 2003 10:12:
If I don’t remember well, but his nickname is Adambishop or something simillar :p
TinyBubbles said on June 10, 2003 14:35:
Oh my god no Majdy, come back...you get back in here right now! You have to give us detail. I have to know. This is killing me. Damnit! Arrgghh!
kachina008 said on June 10, 2003 15:54:
*siiiiigh*
i know what the feeling is like...
went thru’ that meself ;)
powerpoplarry said on June 10, 2003 17:50:
Sounds like Majdy is hooked up, woohoo, good for her!! ;-) Adam is one lucky dude. Ally, I’m good enough to be his brother... ;-)
DaminehGessle said on June 11, 2003 06:42:
I’ve got butterflies in my stomach. I hope it’s all gone well. Too bad I don’t feel that kind of innocent love she just described in the posting any more. I don’t think that will ever happen again. Too bad I’ve grown up. I hate that I have experienced all the things I have experienced that have changed my mind about this whole love thing.
Majdy said on June 11, 2003 07:13:
His nick is adambishop7 :) we’re still busy today :) I can’t believe that he’ll be staying until july 7!
you guys want the details? okay... we were **** and **** then we ***** :)
Hey Aaso, welcome back!!!
Thank you so much, guys! I’m so happy that you guys seemed so happy too..
anyway, he said hi :)
kisses,
Majdy
xuxa said on June 11, 2003 07:35:
Oh Majdy!!! I love to **** and **** and ***** too :P
I’m happy that you are enjoying :D
TinyBubbles said on June 11, 2003 14:26:
Hopefully one day real soon I will love to **** and **** and ***** too!! :)
kachina008 said on June 11, 2003 16:55:
Tinybubbles, we lived in two different continents. First time we met, it was soooooo scary. I drove up to where he was, and we met at his hotel. He said he knew it was me when he saw me get out of my car.
The feeling is really something :) :) :)
we did a lot of **** and **** and **** as well!!!!
Santi said on June 11, 2003 20:52:
Yeah... well, and **** and **** and **** and **** and **** and **** and **** :p :D
Is there anything better than ****? :DDDDDDD
TinyBubbles said on June 12, 2003 01:36:
I don’t know Santi...you tell me :)
Hey Kachina. I want MORE details. Mmmm...Like how did you get to know each other? And for how long before you met and..( you know, since Majdy is obviously way tooooo busy right now..:)
zeeshan said on June 12, 2003 05:07:
Kachina and Majdy: I guess, you guys should keep all the details to yourself.
TinnyBubbles: If I were you, I wouldn’t ask for details since things may become confusing even if they are not.
But that is just my opinion so I MAY be wrong.
Z
Majdy said on June 12, 2003 05:24:
umm.. he’s sleeping now :D and I have time to share you other **** that we do :) wow... I’m so happy! it’s just that it’s so hot here and he still didn’t get use with the weather :)
well, gotta go now.... gonna do lots of ******* :)
see ya!!!
zeeshan said on June 13, 2003 08:33:
Adam: That is a gift and I hope that u r the kind of man who will NOT take a gift for granted. I wish you guys the BEST OF LUCK.
You have to prove that physical distances mean nothing if your love is strong enough.
Z
kachina008 said on June 13, 2003 08:39:
Tinybubbles: we met on the Net. we met F2F after 1 year of knowing each other. :) need more details for your own love story?? sure, but not on here tho ;)
ally77 said on June 17, 2003 19:17:
@ Larry.... you are now official the one!!
@ Aaso... sorry just me!!
Majdy said on July 7, 2003 02:39:
To YOU
I can’t believe that I have spent a month together with you. it was too soon for me and for us... but I must admit that it is the best month ever... I think I love more and more.... I love you million times than before...
I always knew that you are a wonderful person, but when we’re together I know that you are millions times more wonderful. You’re so perfect. I think that I must done something good because then my destiny give you as reward. I’m so flattered to be the part of your life... I’m so lucky....
I know now that I feel lonely and sad because I need you so bad. But I know that you feel the same way. I just love you so much and I will never stop. Thank you... thank you so much for being mine. thank you for everything you’ve done to me.
when I posted this, I guess you’re still in your plane that bring you back to America... I hope that you think about me, like I’m thinking about you now. It’s only 4 hours before you’ll get there...
I already miss you....
zeeshan said on July 7, 2003 04:48:
That is beautiful Majdy! THAT IS SOOOO GOD DAMN BEAUTIFUL!
btw: Welcome home ;)
Z
Majdy said on July 7, 2003 04:57:
thank you, Zee :) I guess you’re right that I’m home now :P
well, it’s only two hours now before he finally get there...
xuxa said on July 7, 2003 09:13:
Majdy, That is sooooo touching and beautyful!!! You almost made me cry!!
I am so happy for you!!
I am glad you are back. I missed you a lot! *kiss*
Btw, Hy Zee!!! *kiss*
sfchemist said on June 6, 2003 07:29:
hope it goes well