THE LONELINESS MELODY :o)
vaxjoe said on January 6, 2003 16:07:
In a world that still hurts im trying to go through
I can find an escape, a way, a path to run to
All your dreams have been smashed
All your fantasies gone to nowhere
*BRIDGE
Tell me why am i waiting
cant stand the anticipating
Show me the green light
To hide back in your heart
*CHORUS*
Its all a lie its a nowhere land
Forgive me all this parody
Its a nightmare world its a tear in a well
Its the loneliness melody
On a white winged horse u re riding
You were really a god that fell down
I can still save your spirit if you only let me
Never say u will seclude me
*BRIDGE*
Tell me why am i burning
Tell me why am i hiding
Grab the magic lightening
And follow me..follow me...
purplemedusa said on January 6, 2003 18:35:
Thought it would put you off... I can laugh at It now, though!!
purplemedusa said on January 6, 2003 18:41:
LOL... yes...! My love, why so quiet lately...? No mails, no sms?
vaxjoe said on January 6, 2003 18:46:
babes u may find im a weird creature...this time around im with myself trying to write some poetry some songs trying to clean my soul...but you re in my thoughts and i will reply to u soon ...i have everything u said in your last 2emails in my mind . thinking it over again and again and i want to be sure that when i reply i will write the right things to u :)...so forgive me if it takes me time..
purplemedusa said on January 6, 2003 18:56:
I’m glad that you are doing some soul seearchin!! BTW... tack 4 the SMS... made my heart race again!!
vaxjoe said on January 6, 2003 19:05:
u re welcome...i dont know what most people think bout the purpose of being on this earth...but from what i hear “money career houses cars” and material things in general , those dont interest me ...i think -and im not preaching this is only something i keep to myself- that ones aim in life is to become daily a better person, to evolve as human...so whenever i think im losing my way i turn to my routes to the one thing i believe in and thats art...in any shape or form...since i missed the chance to study acting which was my no1 goal, i turn to music and writing at least that is something that noone can take away from me or stop me from doing it :)
purplemedusa said on January 6, 2003 19:16:
I meant sorry fif I sounded pushy & needy.. I’m not - was just wondering if u were okay!
vaxjoe said on January 6, 2003 19:20:
no u werent pushy at all...i want u to be exactly the way u are dont change a thing...
purplemedusa said on January 6, 2003 19:33:
Regarding you previous message... yes my love, I have little need of material things, however that doesn’t stop me from ambition... and personal growth & wisdom are extremely important to me... I was told recently that I’m waisting my time studying what I do (due to finacial reasons) & I was rather upset but I KNOW that i”ll make my life work... I’m persistant by nature... being true to ones feelings is nothing but heaven (all should experience it!)... and I also need my creative outlets - whether it’sd doing ceramics, writing, scetching, sculpt or doing digital designs... all peices of my soul... I cannot see myself doing office jobs for long... I will go bonkers!!
vaxjoe said on January 6, 2003 19:38:
do what your heart desires...if u think that your studies will make u happy carry on...if u think that its only a solution for future wealth...hmm...but u know whats best for u
for me happiness is something very simple like me and my best friend alone making music or a night on the beach with wine and beloved people :)
Santi said on January 7, 2003 20:42:
Do you have music for that one? :P
If you don’t maybe I can help you a bit with it :D
vaxjoe said on January 7, 2003 20:48:
santi thats my drama...i used to write the lyrics and my best friend the music...but ever since i moved away from home i have noone to share that...
so please will u turn my lyrics into music???
Santi said on January 7, 2003 22:09:
Which genre do you want?
- Pop-rock song
- Power ballad
- fast rock song
choose :P
(I’ve got some music without texts)
vaxjoe said on January 7, 2003 22:14:
hmm a bit difficult to decide..believe it or not i was inspired by a dance track i heard...
so certainly NOT a ballad! now between pop-rock and fast rock hmm...i think pop-rock a bit fast too...what do u think as u read the words?
Santi said on January 7, 2003 22:19:
If I have to compare to a roxette song... Hot-blooded would be the closest...
vaxjoe said on January 7, 2003 22:22:
yeah i think the same too ...great minds meet :P
i want to feel some “sweetness” through the song, u know...something strong but yet fragile...like
“im a person with my ideas my believes im surviving but the world hurts me with its lies and the fake people so i choose to be alone..but i still hope theres someone else like me out there”
these thoughts i had in mind while writing..can u enter that “climate” in your music?
Santi said on January 7, 2003 22:27:
I think I can get that atmosphere with some chord progression I have in mind :D
I’ll try ;)
vaxjoe said on January 7, 2003 22:29:
wow i love that! it makes me feel like roxette! like a co operation where two ppl have the same things on their mind and work for it cool! :o)
purplemedusa said on January 8, 2003 19:01:
My Sweet Vax... those words have so many connotations - wish I had the authority to swim in the depts of your deep ocean to find the context in which it was written. Many hugs
wendy said on January 8, 2003 19:20:
Hmmmmmmmm,What about a pure Rock song,but with a sweet,soft girls-voice :)
At least,that’s what i think when i hear those words together “pop-rock,fragile,sweetness”
purplemedusa said on January 8, 2003 19:28:
Wendy... ur definitly not into the whole new-age male thing! Am I wrong? It works for me though... ta for overpowering masculinity! You need a balance!
wendy said on January 8, 2003 19:53:
Didn’t meant it that way :o
I just meant,a girls voice is always more fragile,and softer then a man’s voice...
So,i like to mix the opposites :
Black : white for example
and i like the idea of a pure hard rock band,with a sweet and innocent looking girl in the front....
Anyway,i’m not overpowering anything,It’s just what i think,i always say things the way i feel,and some people find me “weird” well,that’s me,nice to meet you :p
purplemedusa said on January 8, 2003 20:08:
Hey Wendy, I hear what ur saying... I just don’t think that a feminine voice would deliver the same degree of intensity as a male... I would be a refreshing contrast... Personally I prefer female vocals, but a good male voice delivering clever lyrics still gets my attention (although it doesn’t quarentee that I’ll buy the bloody album).
And indeed, nice 2 meet u darlin!
purplemedusa said on January 6, 2003 18:27:
My Baby!! Stunning!