Would you keep it in secret, so that you wouldn’t scare the people around you? You wouldn’t have to see the hurt in their eyes when they look at you or just when you are together. Would you let them think everything is O’K and they would act normally? Would you spare that burden? And in the same time prevent them from doing lot’s of things with you, posponed for later on, which may never come.
Or would you tell them? And be a witness of their effords to spend as much time with you as possible, of their worries and concern. To become radiated by love and affection, but asking yourself if that would be there for you if you weren’t doomed? Would you like to give them the fear that every time they call you the line may leave death?

Why can’t we be what we are? open and loving all the time, but have to keep it for “special” moments and always cancel it for the future?

What would you do if you knew that you were dying?
.... Would you tell and scare them
............. or hide it and break them?